Like flame, Like fire

Analogue 1

2011-09-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

The dear magical moments caught in film.

Great movie

2011-08-09T00:19:00.003+08:00

I think Space Battleship Yamato is a really good movie. Teaches you a lil about love :) Jap movie btw.
Steven Tyler even sang the OST!

Gem

2011-08-02T07:34:00.003+08:00

As of today only 1000+ views!? This band's a gem waiting to be found. I'm hooked dammit!

Note

2011-07-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

"The brain suppresses memories of unbearable fear or pain because of the amount of shock that they can cause to the body."
Okay.

To lead you must first follow.

2011-07-29T00:43:00.006+08:00

Cooped up at home, i think about all the things i've achieved to this date. Nothing marvel but they certainly lay the foundation. Unlike many who possess amazing guidance, bad ones do teach me alot too. Actually almost everything i've learned are usually from the negative :\ i'm thankful to have at least some smarts to differentiate the bad from good.

Anyway, I finally have things i'm willing to fight for again. I feel really grateful to have you, you know who you are ;) haha. I feel eager to see what the future holds for us. A dash of fear, nervousness too but all's good. Looking at my friends, i should have paused and realize how much older we've actually grown/look. Wow seriously.. Soon some of us are gonna fly to a whole other continent. Some probly get married early and settle down. Wonder if i'm gonna be anyone's God-Dad. Okay it's amazing really! feels kinda like living multiple lives cos you see the different stages of an individual. Well kinda~ Even small things like when i look around my room, what will my new space feel/smell/look like. Is this the same view from my window i'm gonna have 5 years from today.

Most of my childhood's pretty torn etc but to hell with that it's all over now and i'm relieved. All i know when i was young and stupid, i remember feeling ashamed, for some reason. i was ashamed of my parents. I couldn't face some of my friends at school anymore, because i desperately wanted to have the classic, you know, typical family. Mother, father. I wanted that security, so i resented my parents for quite a few years because of that. Damn i remember i couldn't even disclose it to Justin. Well at least the rest of the past is good, reaaal good :)

Where will i be in 10 years? Will i at least fulfill 1 of my 3 goals in life? All i know i'll start being called uncle dammit!!

:|

2011-07-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

I'm getting better :) Seeing you smile beats alot of pleasures in life. Really enjoyed today anyway.

Can't

2011-07-11T10:34:00.002+08:00

Boy why're your thoughts never pure.. minus energy somehow seeps into every channel available. Consumed.

Dirty

2011-07-10T04:52:00.003+08:00

Something inside of me is destroyed. I can't see, smell, taste, feel it. But i know it.
I can sense a chuckle deep in my gut. Down in the basement. I can only suppress it. God knows how mad i'll look like if all else fails.

"Its widely known that.. the way we are is heavily influenced by what we surround ourselves with, be it the people around us and/ or the activities we do..." Products of our environment.. unfair but the truth.

The fortunate stay fortunate while the rest struggle to at their feet. Damn all of you, i wld slit your Achilles tendons if it were me. I will slit them swift and clean so you can experience the exact view from below.

I have no Father

2011-06-26T00:46:00.047+08:00

As i remember more distant memories of my past. My patience grew thinner. I am fooling myself that my Dad was still a good man inside. But he wasn't, the cheating never stopped and neither did the teasing. You laughed at me those times i came home all bruised. You thanked God when my elder brother became deaf in one ear. I helped you numerous times, so you could just your trap about all the complaints and whining. You never attended any of my graduation ceremonies. You always told me you wished you had threw me down the mountain on your honeymoon with Mum. You drove me to the edge many times. You made me terrified of you due to your constant beatings but its over. Everything is over, your prime is over.

You, Dad, are the reason for my 3rd and final goal in life. You are only an obstacle. You are all negative but somehow motivating. You destroyed my childhood. I grew up being this weird self. I had plenty memory barriers but they're lifting one by one. I guess reality like in movies, father and son can be mortal enemies.

I have engraved it deep into my conscious. You have lost all love and respect from me. I do not care if I am removed from your family tree of rich folks etc. I'm glad i stood up on my own two feet and told you off today. I dont need any pat on the back, this sense of achievement inside is beyond pleasant to me. You faked your injury and got the policemen on your side. Fine, yknow why? Cos I remember, this is the 2nd time you did this to me. As a kid, i always hear other kids saying their Dad's their hero but i will be my own hero. That sounds good to me too.

Repeatedly

2011-06-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Leave me be.

Positivity

2011-06-01T03:19:00.002+08:00

Bad

2011-05-30T22:38:00.003+08:00

losing a few screws.
Will sleep help..

..

2011-05-30T15:30:00.001+08:00

...
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sigh.. s-s i d-t f-l a-d at a-l. t-y's y-s.. s-y h-d.

:\ :( :| :/

A little more everyday

2011-05-26T02:23:00.004+08:00

Shucks think i broke the rule :\ think it jumped alot more these days :P

Pursuit

2011-05-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday felt like a gift from heaven :)
Nostalgic to have you barging into my house and dragging me out.
I will change but I'll always remember who i was.

Hmm.. classmates graduating tmr :) Been a long time. Gonna have my own mini ceremony in Course managaer's office in due time

Reason

2011-05-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

Sigh..

A year

2011-04-28T03:46:00.001+08:00

Been a year since I had my eyes on you :\
Brightly coloured shirt and your tresses held by a hairband.
Group of friends who created the most scene with all the cheerful laughter.

An image that pretty much got stuck in my head and refused to leave for months :|
Glad now that it's that same person now, beside me enjoying time together and sharing random thoughts and having conversations :) Little piece of heaven.

Hmm.. soreee

The YKK

2011-04-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

Guess what one of the World's most prospering companies do?

.. Zippers! For real!
Hahaha been hearing the word YKK being thrown ard in vids and product reviews etc. So took a lil time to research abt it. Damn! Gross profit of 3,828 mill yen for 2010 alone! O.O
The initials YKK stand for 吉田工業株式会社 (Yoshida Kōgyō Kabushikigaisha) Damn, sooo cool. Haha just love some Jap names. Probly got it from being a long-time fan of Miyamoto Musashi.

Okay yeap end of randomness :|

Somebody to..

2011-04-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

Light up light up..
Try, trying, Still trying. No tried.

To tame yourself.

4th year

2011-04-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

A snapshot of a shower to me.
A conflict with myself.
I'm actually alone in this.
First day of the sch term tmr.. sigh.
So many things pissing me off these days. And it only piles up.

WTH

2011-04-09T04:02:00.003+08:00

Came across something that made my blood boil. What a disgusting act by anyone.
Dammit i'm even having a headache now after cooling off. Seriously.. ridiculous

If..

2011-04-07T02:24:00.003+08:00

If only I wont fool myself and tell when people mean what they say. Total Bullshits. Is anger really my best companion.

Falling. Still falling. madmadmadmadmadmadmamdmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmamdmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmadmamdmadmadmadmadmadmadmad

Light

2011-04-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

Seems I've lost my way.
Hope to find some peace today.
Please don't leave me astray.

Hideaway

2011-03-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could just raise my fists in the air and shout my lungs out without anyone thinking i've gone mad or being thrown a shoe. Sigh... there are no secret hideouts here... or really difficult to find :\ imagine how much thinking and what i could do if i had one. (Smile to self) Ooooh heheheh :)

Working nowadays, hectic but at least i'm much more occupied. Nobody's been really asking me out anyway :\ but it's fine. Work's a good "secret hideout" too. Hmmm...

>:( :|

2011-03-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

What a hmmm day... However i shall/rather trust myself on this :\ sadly.

Hmm

2011-03-19T07:02:00.001+08:00

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sigh.

.

2011-03-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

Oh what the heck... Sigh.
Demotivated once agn. Get used to this, to that, to this, to that. Why put myself thru this, this line flashes across my head.
Stupidity.

D&D

2011-03-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

Had a blast the prev night :) bet the rest are all missing SP already. Event was held at the Marriot hotel. Whole thing was okay~ substandard i guess but at least the crowd were all spontaneous. After-party at Butter factory and dear River afterward :) phew looong day.

Fools

2011-03-08T22:23:00.001+08:00

Social Networking is a mere shadow of the real world. But many still choose to believe. Fools. Sigh.. wrong era for me.

HongKong

2011-03-01T02:28:00.001+08:00

Heading to Changi Airport in a few hours for my flight to HK! :) but a lil mixed feelings involved too. Hmm.. Got all my itinerary printed and filed for my solo trip! :D hope it'll be an adventure. Hope to know the neighbourhood a lil better before taking a jog in the night too. Arriving back in Singapore on Friday. See you guys! Have fun :)

See you when i come back! :)

ARGH xD

2011-02-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH! Hahahah! In diapers somore! xD

Weep and Twisted.

2011-02-21T14:20:00.001+08:00

mercy

2011-02-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

I wanna break free. I only have so few, but even still they're taken away. What served to be a source of liberation and salvation are now no longer. Now i punch not to loosen these chains of frustration but towards a goal. And stop calling me to tell me anything already guys. You're caring, doting, your hacking abilities are good, your arguments are logical and you have references etc. But i really dont give a damn. Treat me as your little one i appreciate it but dont push it. I've been more unstable now than ever before. Please, if you ever read this. Register into your head. I dont care who you are or how much you mean to me. I dont forgive. I destroy friends and family alike. Leave me alone already. Scarred or not. I'm so close to letting go.

1st step

2011-02-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

1st round of assessment this Sat fight class.. 3 days.. -_-

Shucks.. Wonder how many rounds/opponents i'm gonna have.

Watch :)

2011-02-13T20:24:00.004+08:00

Whether you're sad, happy, angsty. Anything! You'll still laugh your ass offff xD

Comment:
Idk which is funnier. The song or the miskick x)

Comment:
#$^& I missed!? think of something... uhm.. Argh!! *falls*

Comment:
Haha! Gotcha nose! ...

Bzzz

2011-02-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

So many things i wanna Dooo and Geeet :\
Can't wait for internship to be over! Gonna throw a one-man partay! Weee~.. Weee~
Gonna get my guitar, new gloves, etc etc etc.
Gonna spend more time training, fight in Marchhh! Standard's so damn high argh!
Gonna spend more time with everyone too :)

CNY

2011-02-03T00:09:00.030+08:00

Was patiently waiting for mum in the waiting area. Chanced upon a family whose Dad just got discharged on CNY eve. Happy family, happy people :) But.. that wasn't what i really felt. Jealousy kills. And mum was done and i think she saw me and understood how i felt in the 'basement' and walked over to pat my head. Sigh.. Sorry i wavered a lil. You're more than enough to fill the void Dad left behind.

Anywayyy no reason to dampen the mood on CNY. Happy new year to everyone! :) can't wait to see all my family and friends!

=___=

2011-01-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

This is what boredom did to meee.. Watch them videoz :)

THEY'RE SO FLUFFY I COULD DIE! Hahaha really funny comment xD .... shit what's wrong with me.

~~~

2011-01-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm :) feels like a little piece of heaven. Can barely wait for internship to finish! CNY coming~ Holidays too~

Boyce Avenue

2011-01-11T01:29:00.001+08:00

Feels really good to see their music and musicianship progress. Been a fan for 2 strong years! Keep it going! His covers are really soothing but give his originals more credit, real goood. Go Boyce Avenue.

Come March

2011-01-10T23:01:00.003+08:00

Clouded by fears and doubts for my next fight. Left with the team, just a spectator to the 4-sided ring watching our supposed opponents reign supreme over their opposite party. To be shortlisted is already a feat itself I believe. I don't wanna lose. It sucks to lose. That crushing feeling.. but it might be the best thing that happened to me.

Foster the skill and the will. But the will must be greater than the skill. Coz when evenly matched opponents face-off, the will is the deciding factor. Coach Bruce might not be a World Champion like those who sat next to me on the invitationals but his words meant much more to me than theirs. Already mid-way thru the internal ladder. But this comp's island-wide/regional. Wonder how far I've progressed once the fight nears.

Shucks imagining myself in the center of the ring, brrr sends shivers down me spine :S

More NYE Photos!

2011-01-04T22:22:00.004+08:00

2011

2011-01-01T23:13:00.006+08:00

Ended 2010 in fantastic fashion :)

YAY and a big pat on Eugene, Manv and my back for planning out the New Years Party. So many highlights of the night. Jello shots, Sambucca (tastes like mentos O.O), the stupid dancing, laughter-filled air. 2010 did rock many people like a hurricane but I wld like to take it as an opportunity to better oneself. I'm sorry Mum and I'm sorry Dad wherever you are :\ Happy New Years! Your faces have already shown plenty telling signs of aging sigh. I aspire to be someone you can be proud of. Do you understand :)

I have a resolution buttt it's pretty general. Shan't measure it by the number of setbacks, defeats, misfortunes but how I respond and pick myself up thereafter. Hmmmm :) and i have a video constantly on replay. Hahah xD really love it.

:|

2010-12-27T08:14:00.000+08:00

Christmas

2010-12-26T16:24:00.002+08:00

No snowy atmosphere and flakes raining down every rooftop but Christmas in Singapore is still great :) Eve was spent with the Crew at Manv's place after dinner at town. Did lotsa planninggg for the upcoming events too. Everyone's so pumped up :)

Christmas at home thn out to twin's place with Justin and Tim. But didn't really feel like old times with Edd tending to his mum and Issey still in camp :( food was good thou, really gobbled down the pasta, damn it was good!

Left the place past midnight but decided to walk home all the way from Gardens. No idea why just felt like it. Thought abt many things. Many many things. But kinda realized all these years there's still one thing i want so dearly. Never gonna get it but I'm glad my friends/loved ones do and they appreciate what they've got..

Happy

2010-12-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

Feeling Top of the World right now :D

Worlds apart.

2010-12-21T08:02:00.000+08:00

When you stare death in the face, a wilted flower will offer more beauty than a field of flowers could, to someone who has not traveled the path of pain and hardship.

So just anchor yourself to where you came from.

Inches closer

2010-12-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

Had a REAAALLY great time on Friday-Saturday. Work's getting a lil' tougher and stressful but come what may! Went straight to Pearlyn's place after work for dinner and Manv's thereafter. Super funnn deejaying at Manv's place hahahhah. It's pretty cool and I didn;t know I had quite the knack for mixing music ;) hmmm, tasked to handle the tunes come New Year's!

No photos up on fb to share yet but hopefully soon. Anyway more planning to be done for Christmas Eve party, New Year's and Grad trip thou technically not yet for me :(

Oh baby it's cold outside

2010-12-11T15:09:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming to town! :D pretty excited. Even loads more after roaming town last night with all the lights and decors.

First week of internship was average i would say. Learned only a few stuffs and most of my colleagues are on clock leave. Guess it's due to the closing year and that not many projs have popped up. Hmm, gotta start on my training for 9 Jan already if i wish to enter at least at 80%. Hope my condition betters, gassed out a few times ytd just by walking a little faster from mall to mall -_- sigh. And Monday i hope everything works out fine.

As an Intern

2010-12-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Just wrapped up my 2nd day of internship with my attached bank, RHB. Pretty friendly colleagues and a really awesome boss. Boss gathered us interns and actually took the time to hear out what we want to learn from this internship and our dreams. I explained mine pretty elaborately, totally honest that I may be working for friend's dad so it's kinda like a 'silver spoon' kinda thing but a much harsher reality. Boss actually told me to plan out steps in life, much like milestones and such and at the end of the internship present to him how closer I am to this dream :)

Awesome right, haha how can anyone not agree. My boss is definitely a much bigger fire than me. A waaay better planner too! He also said everyone will definitely know the technical skills after being posted for a month plus. So what's more crucial is the life skills learned. Pretty laid back boss too i must say. No need for ties (i still wear them haha) and he doesn't mind my ear studs at all. We also voiced out that we're really keen in learning stocks despite being in another department but he gladly said he'll refer us to the Investment banking department! :D

Time to take measures to conquer my 1st milestone! No more wishful thinking!

Auditions

2010-12-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

Last Thurs was spent awesomely hanging out with the crew. Celebrated Sharon's bday too. Nazri had an audition as well. All went smoothly. No setbacks or such :) Sharon even cried tears of joy hahaha! Hmm next crew outing shall be a joint event with SPMT mates. In charge of setting up Nazri, Leon and Crosby's back-to-back performances. Hope all's well too!

Oh and I just submitted and presented every FYP deliverable! YES no more projs! I feel so freeee.

Burritos!

2010-11-28T03:27:00.001+08:00

Okay someone got me all curious abt burritos in a conversation on the train recently. So i did a little research. Damn, i hate myself so much for doing that. Get a load of the pictures man. It looks sooo good!! And its apparently Mexican food silly but Burritos is in Spanish ;) Speaking of Mexican food i've always wanted to go Mexico :\ Btw the pics, its like you can taste it already! Yummm.. DAMMIT!

Oh and this last one's for you :)

Tough Work

2010-11-25T09:08:00.001+08:00

Been busy, busy, busy lately. Sigh. Last week was great. This week too :) Gonna celebrate Sharon's belated bday soon haha. Hope she doesn't see this post till after. Planned everything really smoothly. Hope everything runs well! And i can't forget a certain photo abt a certain somebody x) haha

Irony

2010-11-19T00:14:00.001+08:00

To plan is a total pain in the ass but like an unbearable itch you just can't help but scratch :\ sigh.

Maybe it's my passion. Gotta plan for my new training regime. Tighter scope this time. Faster Stronger Tougher. Hope my result sky rockets! Nearing fight in Feb, time to shape up!

Live

2010-11-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

"It is the heart afraid of giving that never learns to dance. It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to give."

-Bette Midler

Mummy

2010-11-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

I feel a connection. A good ol' memory :')
Mama always told me, don't be a Superman, be a Simpleman. But i can't, she probably forgot i'm Dad's son. Just as power-loving and ambitious as my old man.
Brent Smith has Godly vocals.

For all ears

2010-11-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

Music is common ground for everyone. Time to share more classics! :)

;)

2010-11-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

Been feeling rather jubilant lately despite bombards of projects -___- No~ But i have no particular idea why hmm.. Started the week with Issey's bday. It was a blast (as always). Thn trained my classmates Muaythai hahah have been giving them lessons for abt 2 weeks now. Really touched cos they've even bought training equipments. Feels weird being a coach, i hardly teach cos i don't think i'm even capable of being called good yet. And i tend to only provide advice :\

Went out with the crew ytd, really miss the whole bunch of them! Felt so good hanging ard them. Crashed Pat's place after sch and waited till meeting time but we were late by 2hrs xD hahah thn caught Due Date at ard midnight. Daryl's place after till next evening. Played Wii till we dropped!

Can't wait for Manny Pacquiao vs Antonio Margarito happening LIVE tmr!!! Called Justin, Tim and Edmund over cos i don't wanna look stupid screaming all alone when the bell rings. Kekeke

I'll be good.

2010-11-09T01:02:00.002+08:00

Eventful

2010-11-07T16:31:00.008+08:00

This week's probly the most eventful one for me this year! 3 straight days of party and an open house. Been a reaaally long time since I hit a club so was kinda new to the whole atmosphere agn. But it's still as aggressive natured as ever. Gonna post abt Issey's bday in another entry.

Thurs, celebrated with the pre-enlistees before they get tied down by National service. More friends in there now. Damn I so wanna get it over and done with when it comes! And the Thai girls there were really scary, gotta thank the rest for constantly pulling them over to their side. Moreover in my tipsy state i realized i'm not capable of anything -_- sigh.

Friday, Ryan moved to a location in my neighbourhood so the gang payed him a visit. Played tourguide for a mini-while too. His place looks like a portion from a palace!! LCD screens in every room wtheck mannn -_-

Sigh, the result of not being a spoil sport, tipsy and no sleep the prev night :( My 1st time wasted.

Aron Ralston

2010-11-03T12:43:00.001+08:00

Watch this first,

Then this one.

That's Aron Ralston for you. There is no force more powerful on Earth than the will to live.

Double Halloween (1)

2010-10-31T12:43:00.000+08:00

1st night out of Halloween was at Dubliner's pub. Decided to grab a short nap before i joined them. Really cool set-up the whole place looked haunted in fact if not for the happy ppl inside haha :) Manv won best costume for dressing up as Indiana Jones. Pat was a transvestite, Leon a cowboy and Noelle followed the Soul n Funk theme diligently. I was uhm, a failed rocker.

If you need a laugh :)

2010-10-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

Watch it :) It's hilarious! Really cool lecturer.

Project

2010-10-27T00:01:00.004+08:00

No school today so the team headed to our proj site to conduct some observation. Germaine was there as usual for business. Team hanged out upstairs at Chat. Sigh.. Next week may probly be a hectic week! Training at FightG tmr probly alone or not :\ hmm.. thn dropping by Music Cafe agn to observe and commence proj meeting. Caught Life as we know it later on too. Pretty good movie despite already watching it twice. Kinda spoiled the show for Pat cos i kept murmuring the next scene. Hahah!

Issey's bday next week too! Big bro already 20 aye! Another one who leaves teenage-hood. Celebration at MBS suite! Finally gonna see the whole family in one place. Been ages since an opportunity such as this arises.

Smile Sunday

2010-10-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

This dude should be a news anchor in my opinion :\ FYP meeting in awhile sighh.. School tmr at 2pm.

Orgasmic Food!!

2010-10-21T21:43:00.004+08:00

Been watching Friends and looking at various food cuisines. Shucks! I have no appetite but i still wanna eat so bad :( Class at 10am tmr, thn meeting Tim to borrow John Lennon's biography. Only read halfway thru :\ Muaythai jnrs involved in some demo too at T19. Gonna go support them too. Going to sch today was probly a bad idea but nah i'm Wolverine! Hahah my illness always last only 1-2days. Recuperate i must!

I know someone who like pies. This for you ;)

School

2010-10-20T01:03:00.006+08:00

School has been pretty good so far, a great start you might say. Nth upsetting happened in and out of school. Grabbed dinner at Astons with Navin and Ben on Monday! Phew been dying to go back there and eat agn. Caught Takers today at the cinema, pretty awesome movie. The audience laughed at certain points thou but i didn't quite find it humorous :/ hmmm. Like the action and realism they put into the film. Good guys are humans too, they're not Superman. Had a enjoyable day today overall incld uhm break period.

Timetable's gonna be reshuffled and readjusted for our benefit :) So far no school on Weds!
Having severe sashimi and sushi craving due to Noelle mentioning a certain Jap cuisine buffet.

The other side of Love

2010-10-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

Black, black, black and blue. Beat me till I'm numb. Tell the Devil I said Hey when you get back to where you're from.

SPMT Camp and Fight Night

2010-10-13T23:28:00.004+08:00

Currently at Eugene's place after camp cos nobody's home. Mum's been abroad for awhile and my brothers are staying over too themselves.

Loved camp! Reallyreally helped to keep my mind off things. Phew~ Great company too. Headed out of sch with camp mates almost every dinner. Hmm, Fight Night was pretty eventful too I suppose. Sparred 2 by 3 rounds with Reddy. Great match man. He hit me with a really hard cross towards the last few secs of the 3rd round. Knocked him out before the bell thou. Overall performance rated by seniors were only 6/10 :( Need to work alot more on my guard, combos and faster footwork! Sigh.. but i hate sparring

School starts next week anyway! And I've been wondering :/ shld i get a new guitar?

SWEAR the music came from a junior's hp! Hahahah! I did not put any audio into the vid.

Camp

2010-10-11T10:14:00.007+08:00

Left camp to grab some additional clothes from home. Camp's been good :) Left on Sat night to dine at Handle Bar with the crew. Awesome stuff they have there. The sirloin steaks are killer! Yay! Another location to my good food list. Heading back to camp now. Fight Night is tonight! I have 2 ppl on my list I most wanna be paired up with Hehehheheheh!

Food Food Food!

2010-10-06T04:27:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, dined at this reallyreally Awesome Korean restaurant :) Well it's a 1st for me. They had all kinds of meat, soup, kimchi. Yea salivating huh! Hahahah. Noelle kindly made reservations from 8-10 for us. And we cldn't stop eating thru out. Definitely not me and Nazri! Thank God i wasn't seated with my retarded bro Eugene cos I swear he's damn anal with food. "Nono don't mix my meat", "Nono it's best to cook in the middle" OMG JUST KILL ME MAN.

Met Aeron halfway thn we chilled at Iluma a little before heading to Boat Quay.

Shit happened on Monday. Had a great day today w Petite! 1st school in the morning thn ate waffles at Max Brenner before watching a movie and finally heading off. Embarrassed myself plenty too, like always. Sighhh.......

Anyway Daryl and Tim performing in a bar at Scape tmr so gonna show some support. All the best guys! Some judging in the noon before that. Gonna be one long day tmr. Gonna resume my sleep :) Night!

Powerless

2010-10-05T00:25:00.003+08:00

I never in my wildest dreams could have imagined that 2010 could get any worse than 2009. This fight against time is killing me. It was already hard keeping a straight face every now and then. How much more rock-bottom can this get.

Thank God Justin and Issey called me out of nowhere.. Really needed your guidance, I owe you guys a big one.

Dinner for Schmucks

2010-10-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5pm ytd!? Strangely tired. Was just idling at home. Watched a little Friends thn met Pat for supper at town. Ate Burger King in town. Hope she didn't get spooked out by me! Caught Dinner for Schmucks afterward at 2am+! So damn funny! Love the storyline too! :D And i was just kidding~ Pat you aren't tt boring.

Charisma

2010-10-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hahahahhah you have to watch to understand charisma! Totally whack! Like the kid man. And a little eyecandy ;) Katy Perry's judging this one.

This one is really funny! Hahahahha :D in a talented and intelligent way.

Riverboat

2010-09-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

Had a great dinner at Riverboat Santa Fe on Tues. A restaurant serving Western dishes and sorts. The ribs were pretty good i must say! Ordered a full rack and finished it :D Poor Noelle had a little seasickness. Tried to finish our meal asap thn headed elsewhere but the ambiance there is really good. I mean it's on a boat! Good date destination.

Trained earlier today with Fahmy and Nazri. Ate Ba Chor Mee. Damn i missed it so much i added twice as much noodles! Sat by the Esplanade bay and had a great chitchat. Fahmy kept embarrassing me in public, hahaha dammit! Madman laughter filled the air. Home thn out agn for some dessert at chompchomp with Leon.

Welcome back Trixia!

2010-09-28T13:36:00.005+08:00

Another kickass day with the crew! Hahah Sharon headed home earlier due to unexpected circumstances :/ It's okay man! Ate at Newton Circus after training with Leon, Nazri and Tiger. Ate at 2 different stalls to try out. I recommend stall no. 46 guys! Everything there's good! Had 2 rds of stingray hahahhah. Hmm, spent abt $30+ in total. Not tt bad i think.

Been picked by the crew and some other club to be a judge for some model auditions. LOL wokay. I said yes hahah for a number of reasons. Primarily cos i can meet the crew ppl more often :) Well anyway, maybe gonna shoot down to Eugene's place later either from dinner with Pat and Noelle to discuss the New Year's party. Failing to plan is planning to fail so this is crucial!

Really wanna watch "Nowhere Boy" or "Going the Distance"!! Hope I can before it stops showing in the cinemas.

Hilarious!

2010-09-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

Hahahahhah watch this everybody!

Laughed so hard when he described the Vaders!

Happy?

2010-09-25T01:19:00.001+08:00

What's stopping you from feeling happy? If you know how much you're worth thn what's stopping you from going out there and get what you're worth? I too have dreams.

Times are pretty hard with all my bros in the army and nobody to confide to. I can tell i'm getting a little "unstable" daily. I think. Realized mum's asking me if i'm alright alot more often nowadays. I need an escape pod dammit! Not to run away but just a short break. Meeting Issey and his parents tmr. Having a short meal with them. Probly meeting Eugene afterward in town. Shall see how things go abt. Watch the video below, it somewhat teaches a lesson in Life

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr

2+1=3

2010-09-23T00:30:00.001+08:00

Had a really longlong day ytd. Was from Eugene's place. Stayover-ed and only slept a few hours thn headed to sch for FYP. New team members Navin, Ben, Justin and Ryan. Hahahah pretty fun bunch but still produce considerable work. Logged into Ben's fb account and wrote "I'm sooo upset. Of my untrimmed chest." as his status. Minutes later flooded with comments of disgust. HAHAHAHA.

Crashed Pat's place after to grab some sleep before going out. She treated me like a prisoner! Tsktsk.. But sorry I treated you really badly! :( Ate a really bad wanton mee in sch during the afternn and some really awesome one in the night. Trained today. Meeting tmr with SPMT members thn Titans training! Stayover too and hopefully shitloads of fun!

Not all Sunshine and Rainbows

2010-09-22T03:02:00.000+08:00

I give my love, my respect, my honour and pay good mind to my Mother. Someone who wears her heart on her sleeve. There is no other. Just take a chance. I wish you knew that it's alright with me.

I reallyreally love you Mother. And I reallyreally miss Father.

Crew Adventures - Never a bad one

2010-09-19T20:03:00.004+08:00

Just another splendid hangout with the crew. Everyone was in a joyous mood :D Lots of laughter filled the air. Dined at Chili's at Tanglin mall. Tricked Pat into rushing cos we refused to eat till she arrived. The baby back ribs are LEGENDARY! Insanely mouth watering! But Noelle and Pat kept feeding me with their much leftovers dammit I almost puked. BUT I had to finish every last bite if not I kinda know I'll regret. Hahahah.

It was really good day :) Reallyreally good. Thanks Pat for being kind enough for us to crash your place. Had a longlong chitchat with Daryl and Nazri by the balcony. Poor Daryl and pitbull teared LOL awww. Manv and Noelle joined in the convo too :) Finally let some steam off. Pheeewww~ Time to plan out the holidays!

Manymany more photos up on facebook! Also, need to plan Trixia's welcome back party!

Finale

2010-09-15T11:41:00.001+08:00

My FINAL paper is tomorrow!!!
Can't wait for it man. Gonna shoot down to Woodlands for Titans training afterward w/ Daryl, Eugene, Gary and Tiger. Yea damn happy :) Probly some muaythai coaching lessons for Eugene, Gary and Daryl. We'll see how it goes~ Been thinking, shld i pick up guitar agn? hmmm and i gotta find a new gym asap! Been contemplating between Evolve and Impact! And i need to find a punching bag, L bracket to attach the bag to my wall. Hopefully find some space for a sofa as well!

Caught Step Up 3D with Noelle and Pat. Pretty hooked to the sick moves. Really gd movie! But like everyone else, expected a better storyline for the 3rd sequel :/ Gonna head to vivo in a min to study for my last module. Sighhh. My last sigh. Oh, and finally i have time for something else in my mind :)

Studious Students Studying

2010-09-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

I really hate books. 2 more papers! Freedom once Thurs arrives! Gonna hit Titan's training on tt day too! Love the crazy stuff we did! Flipping 250kg tyre/tire? with pure raw strength. Feel so amazed at yourself once you've flipped it. Cld only max flip it 5 times in a row last Thurs :/

Celebrated a little Hari Raya the following day after a small visit to the hospital. Rest of relatives back in Indon so quite a mini one this year. Nth much, spent a 7 hours long convo on the phone prev night!? WTHeck! 1st time in my life... Never knew i had enough saliva to last tt long man.

Studied with Noelle and Pat next day, Progress was little but had loads of fun instead. Total of 150+ photos were taken -.- Dammit, too carried away.

hahahha i shld crop Megan Fox and paste it opp me :D

Asking for Strength

2010-09-08T00:48:00.001+08:00

Just 8 more days till this is all over. Nomore papers nomore!! Kinda feels like a huge slap to the face when you realize everything's gonna end soon. Sigh, but i'd rather wake up and chase a dream thn stay in bed and continue dreaming. It's not easy being the bright spark. 3 goals, 3 goals. I kinda miss past habits like as a kid joining my hands in prayers hoping to dream a certain dream before every night's sleep. Most of the time i only asked for 1 thing.

Anyway so many stuffs i wanna do on my list! 1st objective: Get back in shape. 2nd objective: Send a challenge to ***** on Fight Night. I think i'm getting better, woke up today with no blood whatsoever. Can't freak'n wait for 18 Sept! Dining at Chili's with Crew ppl finally! Thn probly watch a movie and soccer afterward near Eugene's place past midnight cos the lights never go off!

Voice

2010-09-05T20:27:00.001+08:00

Omg.. what an awesome voice this lad has! Gotta be some stage performer!

Anyway, been studying non-stop these past few days and probly the next 2 week too. Sighhh. Photos from Friday's study session with Pat and Aeron. Visited the hospital ytd with Mum cos my coughing got worse and more blood was coming out. Slept like a log in the back while Mum drove home..

MUST WATCH.

2010-09-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

Stay on track

2010-09-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

All Life can be learned thru movies :)
The best scene in Rocky Balboa (VI):

The kinetic typography version! Damn cooool

2 down!

2010-09-02T01:14:00.001+08:00

Shot down 2 papers on mon and tues! Alright! 4 more to go. Been dying to hit some bags but guess another day cos i woke up today with blood in my mouth!! and i kept coughing blood. Yucks. Gross. Went to the doc but i dont understand half the stuff he told me. Speak English man~ Only know there's a cut in my throat, lungs or somewhere.

For a moment i thought it was pretty cool truthfully hahah looks like i got into a huge fight with a dragon! or maybe not. Okay anyway think i'll hit the gym tmr instead. I need to satisfy this urge to train damn badly. Sighhh...

Oh happy day!

2010-08-26T12:54:00.004+08:00

(Yesterday) It was a Sunny day~ Woke up at 11am and jumped outta bed cos was afraid of being late for my appointment with the optician. Onlyyyy to realize the my appointment was scheduled tmr -.- WTHeck man.

So studied abit at sch thn called Pat and met up with her and Noelle in town 1st. Ate at Lucky Plaza thn headed to Cine to meet Manv, Eugene, Aeron, Navin, Nazri. Had loads of fun chit-chatting before heading to timezone to kill time cos our movie was at 9.30pm :/

Played some foosball afterward. Shit i'm damn lousy at it la... Wonder what's so fun abt it!? Made my leg itchy for some real football. But All in all another awesome day :D Gonna resume my revision for a lil' while before turning in. Looking fwd to next crew outing already!

(Today) Off to School NOWWWW!

Beautiful

2010-08-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Damn. Finally something to sing for your girlfriend. Song of emotions man! Incredible track. Imagine an anniversary and you sing this to her! Awesome isn't it? I'd definitely make the effort to learn this song to sing to my girlfriend.

Yeaaaaaahhhh!!! Crowd Ecstasy

2010-08-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

Probably THE best low-profile singer/competitor i have ever seen in many talent shows. He has my support man! Awesome fella! A must-watch!

Follow-up

2010-08-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

Sighhh, i want a 2nd shot! Hope hope hope! I'm not talking abt muaythai right now. C'mon hope i don't screw up agn. Just started revision ytd. Gave up after 2 chapts and left home. Trained a lil' today at new fight gym cos awesome coach just shifted gyms. Might probly be joining either Evolve academy or Impact academy or BXG academy. Not quite sure yet hmmmm.

Anyway i'm over my loss already. Losing is not the end. To overcome others is strong. To overcome yourself is mighty. I already overcame 3 others in my prev fights. Guess now its time i overcome myself by getting over this loss and improve so tt i can out-class/out-shine/out-fight the next damn guy!! hmmm :) Exams are approaching! Shit! Pg. 1 ..........pg. 2 ..... Zzzzzz

Muaythai Tournament 2010

2010-08-15T13:40:00.006+08:00

I lost my match. But the guy was tough. I cant disagree to tt. And few other contributing factors. Actually wanted to win this and finally end my Ring career. Hang up my gloves for gd. Probly return to Brazilian Jiu-jitsu or try another sport. But guess tt wont happen anytime soon. I'll come back from this loss. Sighh.. In the end nth really happens like you wanted. Gonna find out everything tt made me lose thn start training all over agn. The feelings from this loss are extremely bitter. I accept defeat.

Hope all my friends who came down to watch got a great show. Well, even thou not from me at least from my other team mates. Esp Aeron and Nazri. These bros of mine were definitely "Fighter-of-the-tournament" material. And we finally got back our Tournament Cup! SPMT FTW! Great team effort!

Strangers

2010-08-12T02:14:00.003+08:00

Trained today. 2 more days guys.. 2 more days. damn i'm nervous. Wanna put up a splendid performance. I'm losing sleeeeeeep! Anyway headed to Yishun with Tiger to meet up with the dealer. Awesome guy i must say. Chatted for approx 4hrs. Hahahahha tt is LONG! Talked abt so many stuffs. Btw yknow the stuffs you see fighters from EVOLVE gym wear. They're all his work.

Shall not disclose anything else. Shall always rmb the stories for a long time. Great meeting and doing business with him! I learnt something abt the outside World. And i agree, it's funny how muay thai brings complete strangers together :)

Disaster

2010-08-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

Today i screwed up the biggest chance I've ever had. Ever ever ever had. Like Adriel said a window that only opens every 7 weeks or so. Sighh.. But i ain't giving up yet! I shall find a way to continue this but how. IDK :| i am too tired anyway. Shall think abt it tmr. Night.

Training Camp

2010-08-09T00:50:00.001+08:00

Camp training is HELL tiring! Did abt a 1000 of everything so far. And i re-injured my elbow agn. SHIT. Here comes the pain. Singfest was awesome btw. Went for all 3 days. 1 day as part of the audience with twins and Rev and the other 2 as a bartender. Thanks eh Sharon! Hahahahah.

Still in training camp, slacking in the bunk. Just grabbed dinner at Clementi. Training in the early morn' later :/ HOME AFTERWARDS! Shall give it everything i got here so i can put up a gd fight for you guys watching! Thanks to those coming to support anyway! Anyway to those who are Floyd Mayweather lovers/haters! Or just average boxing fans. Here's a clip just for you guys! Funny shit!

Old Spice. POWERRRR!

2010-08-03T00:57:00.001+08:00

Hahahahah Old spice commercials are damn hilarious!

Terry Crews and his bouncing man-boobs LOL. Classic Terry Crews retardedness

Neil Patrick Harris is so manly that the only thing that could possibly satisfy him is another man. LOL HAHAHHAHAH (he's gay if you haven't known yet)

Damn awesome voice! Hope all the girls who watch this have their bfs beside them and feel ashamed! LOL

Sighhh

2010-08-01T16:36:00.008+08:00

On Friday i got injured. Badly. Only aggravated it further by continuing some rough play cos i don't let ppl off so easily :/ Headed to a healing place with Mum cos she said it looked really bad thn underwent some heat therapy. Drove to TTS hospital afterward to get an x-ray. Sucks man seriously... results showed i got this tear on my ulnar collateral ligament which is a muscle near the elbow socket joint. The pain was really crazy. Really crazy. It was way worse than last year fighting with a fractured wrist.

Sighh... i really wanna get in the ring and fight. It's my final time. Sacrificed alot! ARGH!!! WHY THE @$%^& WHY!? Went out ytd with Eugene, Mad and others. Wanted to keep my mind away from things. Headed to zouk afterward to meet Issey, sisters and others. Went home and slept till Dad woke me up to help him pack his stuffs. Dad's officially moving out of the house. Anyway gotta order more posters and head to healing place agn today. Gotta get outta the hse soon. Chaooo!

Hayley and Joseph Vincent

2010-07-28T01:51:00.004+08:00

OMG :O

Damn... she totally butchered it. Lady Gaga's just a dance song man. This is AWESOME. Victor of the Quest Crew sang a cover of billionaire. Pretty awesome too!

Or Joseph Vincent! Posted up his bad romance cover before too. He even featured in Ellen DeGeneres's talk show btw. TWICE. So you already know he's gooood. Watch it :) Damn if only his covers are available for dwld :/

MARVEL

2010-07-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

Had a short study break and look what I came across!!!
Updates on Thor, Spider-man and Captain America. OH SWEET
HOMEY! And everyone together gives birth to the Avengers!

Currently the movie releases are (subjected to change):
Thor - June 17, 2011
The First Avenger: Captain America - July 22, 2011
The Avengers - May 4, 2012

DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN! This is good stuff man! Anyway Chris Evans will be playing Captain America!! If you dont rmb him, he's the human-torch in Fantastic 4 (another Marvel movie) :/

And Chris Hemsworth will be playing the God Thor!! It was rumored tt Alexander Skarsgård will be playing Thor cos he sure as hell looks like Thor in real-life! Bit still Chris Hemsworth looks like Thor too